~::ang3l n d3vil::~

2008-08-11T15:05:00.002+08:00

[ Just the thought of being with you tomorrow gives me the strength to go on today ; it all depend on you ]

i have thought through ,
i am nobody to you .
you can even think that
i am nt in this world !

i know you don't like or love me .
but , what i want,
i will strive for it .

i know i am a flirt .
i know i am horny .
but ,
i am not trying to hurt you
by saying that you are a cc . .
okay?

i just love you .
i used to
stop myself from loving you
but now, i don't .

why would i have love you so much
where you don't even
return any of your feelings back to me?

i have been an idiot
when i start liking you .
so , please do ,
help me to stop what i have been doing
right now .

do you know why
i have become like this ?
it's all because of you . .
but , i am not blaming you yet .

i want to change too .

i want a happy life ..

i want the past siusuan ,

i dun want the siusuan who is
now writing this post .

i want to be like last time ,

not emo ,
not horny ,
not flirt .

save me !

Yesterday is history ;

tomorrow is mystery ;

today is a gift .

i know ,

i don't belong here

2008-07-25T17:13:00.007+08:00

[ I Don't Want To Hide Anymore ]

the love has ended ,
but i cant get over it
i am falling deeper and deeper into the hole .
can someone come and rescue me?
i recall the times we had together .
the times were sweet
i wish i could pause the time we were together last time .

especially we were at the punggol end looking for that house
and
you lend me your shoulder , and
the days i were bullied, you protected me ,
the fun times we had together .
but after i said that i love you
you don't treat me the normal days you treat me ,
but you treated me differently

i want to repeat:
luv made me do crazy things
in the past,
i hv ur shoulder to cry on
but now,
i wan your shoulder to cry on
but i dont hv the chance to lend frm you

i don't want to hide anymore

actually, i still love you

i don't want to hide

it's hurting

i want to tell u again that

i love you

i wanna be your princess

and living happily ever after

2008-07-22T17:34:00.006+08:00

其实，

我不想放手。

我要这么做，

是要完成你的愿望

2008-07-18T17:38:00.007+08:00

[You let me go. So, it's about the time I let you go]

wad can i noe ?
wad shud i noe ?
or perhaps ,
i shud nt noe anytyhing abt it .
i dun wan 2 noe abt the truth
the truth r always hurting me
it's always hurting me !

i wan 2 accept the truth ;
i wan 2 hate u ;
i wan 2 stop loving u ;
i wan 2 stop cutting myself ;
i don't wish 2 end everything bcoz of u ;
i wan 2 smile naturally .

all gd things come to an end,

until here,

it's the most beautiful scene,

can i end it?

i dun 1 2 b hurt again .

2008-07-18T17:29:00.005+08:00

[You let me go. So, it's about the time I let you go]

sry shermaine, i didnt noe tat u hv hurt alot..
i always tot tat u r okay wif it..
but, i am really sorry
forgive me
i noe u dun 1 2 make me sad,
i noe u dun like him,
i noe u wish tat he could b mine,
dun say until like tis
plz
u r of coz! welcome 2 tis sch..
but, ..
sorry anyway
i didnt mean 2 hurt u deeply

luv is a sweet thing, onli if u noe it

2008-07-14T17:25:00.008+08:00

[You let me go. So, it's about the time I let you go]

i scolded shermaine juz now.. i say, " i hate you. denverson like you so much. " i noe tat's a bit rude..but really wad, he only care abt u, not me, i wanted his heart,

shermaine, can u pass his heart 2 me?

i wan a copy of you . i wanted 2 b like u . i wan my character 2 b like u..

y do i always lose the ones tat

mean most 2 me?

plz dun turn ur bak..

i'm begging u nt 2 leave

2008-07-12T13:19:00.002+08:00

[ ILY ]

you all wanted me to stop slashing .
so, you all should also help me right?
STOP that penknife sound,
STOP seeing that penknife,
STOP using it,
okies?